When the Light Is Low

I feel drunk on moonlight and hope
Reckless from the silver glow

And the whispers of conspiracy carried in
On this restless autumn wind

The sweetness of this life sparkling
A glaze upon my cheeks

I know what price I paid to be this free
And how long to the hour it took to render

Somehow still it dazzles me in sunshine
Robs me of breath and blurs my eyes

Some things are just easier to see
When the light is low

~Elena Nola

The First Cold Night

October moon eclipsed
By slender tri-part trunk of elm
All other stars burned out
By its relentless beams
The planet just below
The only light in view
Now crisp and cleanly framed
Black-shadowed wood on night

A single yellow leaf released

It falls

Like fire from the sky

~Elena Nola

Perfume No. 9, Bvlgari Black

(alternative) 
Originally published as "October" in the October 2018 edition of Conscious, the zine.

Smoke softening the chilly air
With memories of fire

The perfume rising from my chest
In perfect complement

Vanilla, spice, and Lapsang Souchong
Today smells like my soul

Sweet and dark and burning off
The things it doesn't need

~Elena Nola, October 2017

Like Roses in November

I am slowly writing toward a collection of poems about the interplay of the scent, comfort, and beauty of perfume as a sensory anchor for me during some of the hardest years of my life. This poem is one of them. It was published in the "Autumn" 2019 edition of Songs of Eretz. 

“Like Roses in November”

There's a certain kind of sadness
To roses in November 
Flowers blooming in a world 
That otherwise is dying
The color more intense 
For its contrast to the brown
The living edged with danger
With winter coming on
For what will freezing nights inflict
On saturated branches?
The beauty melancholy-cast
For it will not last the month
The end of all its glory,
Already past its prime 
But still it dominates the landscape,
All its rivals now outshone
Today it yet is beauty
The future not yet come
-Elena Nola